Is Murphy's Law Kicking your Butt?

I have been thrown for a loop! Emotionally, physically, and spiritually challenged. Have you ever experienced those times in your life where Murphy's law is kicking your butt? I make light of this, because laughter smoothes the rough edges of pain. I am deeply mourning the loss of a relationship.

The cravings monster lives off of grief, pulling at my mind to find solace in the most temporal solution: food. I will say that because I am on the actual 7 day cleanse of my 30 days, I have not had any problems with actually giving into my deep cravings, simply due to a mental assent, a commitment to my own health, that I will not compromise.

The most shocking, startling news came to my doorstep when I had several friends over at my home. I count this as a blessing for I felt instantly surrounded by others, even though loneliness struck my core immediately upon seeing the face of the one person I was holding out hope for in my entire past. Without the community around me, I would have fallen into a pile of mush at my foyer. Instead, I was able to be loving in truth, rather than give false hope. I decide to show grace and strength, instead of giving into dysfunction. I gave love with a pathway to truth, avoiding the darkness and showing the light.

I am mourning, but I feel the deep comfort in knowing that I am loved. I have friends, family, and a strong network encouraging me to continue to move forward and reclaim my life.

Onward!

Join me in choosing love and grace, even when it hurts.

The Choice is Yours.

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  1. NancyApril 30, 2015 at 7:18 AM

    I stand at your stand to provide all the love and support you need. You are a strong woman of God.

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