The Choice Is Yours

The ways in which the world turns will never cease to amaze, confound, and surprise my perspectives. The nature of humanity remains a mystery of ever flowing change between their natures of spiritual and material, of good and evil, of generosity and selfishness, of wisdom and foolishness. This spectrum of humanity swings on this habitual pendulum of ideas dependent on circumstantial needs, and yet the person involved seems to remain unaware of their own journey along the line. I swing and yet I seem only aware after careful reflection upon my actions after the moments of change have long passed. The further I journey in an extreme in one area the more I see the momentum build towards the other side, and yet the journey to the opposite thinking remains unburden by the laws of physics, for at a moment my mind can cease along the life of thinking and turn back towards the intended thought or action.   This complexity of the human mind brings my musings to a place of curios...

At the cusp of change the force pulling my heart into the oblivion of the opportunistic future surrounding me are the circumstances brought forth by my choice. Those myriad complexities of choices spanning years, comprise of moments daily changing. Determined by a perspective of value or insignificance, all change purposefully resulted in this place: a moment where I can no longer excuse my behavior, place blame on past attitudes and wrongs done against me, or live in blissfully blustering ignorance of internal motivations. I have looked into the complexity of my soul and am left both mystified and disgusted by the image.  I am dramatically exploring the pride of successful motivation, as I muse over failure in a venture of newness. I desire to overcome in this arena simply for the purpose of being able to express the ability to conquer any presenting challenge, even though the prospect of succeeding fuels no real passion into my soul. Change includes some dutiful ...