Poem of Surrender
God and I were in a battle of wills this morning over a deep heart change. He allowed the struggle as we wrestled through the issues; yet, ultimately in my surrender I receive a blessing. I know my heart I know more of God’s heart I know my own desires I know a portion of God’s desires I give tell Him my plans He doesn’t tell me His I see my pain He sees my pain too I worry about my future He asks me to have joy in the moment I tell him I can’t He tells me I can choose He will help; He already has helped I remind myself of His help I choose to live in today and give Him both today ………and tomorrows. I choose. I find myself not overjoyed or overwhelmed, not full of any type of resolve or renewed strength, but a surrender of trust and a release of worry and pain. God gives me a time of normalcy, where I can become more obedient and dependent on a God of pure love. His Child. His Daughter. His Friend. His Follower. His.