Time's up....for now
At the cusp of change the force pulling my heart into the oblivion of the opportunistic future surrounding me are the circumstances brought forth by my choice. Those myriad complexities of choices spanning years, comprise of moments daily changing. Determined by a perspective of value or insignificance, all change purposefully resulted in this place: a moment where I can no longer excuse my behavior, place blame on past attitudes and wrongs done against me, or live in blissfully blustering ignorance of internal motivations. I have looked into the complexity of my soul and am left both mystified and disgusted by the image. I am dramatically exploring the pride of successful motivation, as I muse over failure in a venture of newness. I desire to overcome in this arena simply for the purpose of being able to express the ability to conquer any presenting challenge, even though the prospect of succeeding fuels no real passion into my soul. Change includes some dutiful ...